Weird Naked Kid

I was chatting at MIRC when I came across an ad on the main chat room that said "PARTEE MACK ME!" It was catchy and cute so I sent a private message to him and we chatted for a while. Let's call him R. I learned that he was hosting a sex partee that afternoon (yes afternoon) and after exchanging phone numbers, I logged out and went to his pad. Since I have a bad sense of direction, we agreed to meet somewhere near his place. I arrived at around 2 pm and when I saw him he was wearing aviator shades (understandable since he was on E and it was 2 in the afternoon).

We went inside his 1 bedroom apartment and there I saw this kid around 20 years old sitting down the sofa naked and catatonic. I could hear voices inside the room but couldn't see what or whose voices those were that since the door was only half open. R introduced me to the naked kid but he just stared at me (poker face). Weird shit! I thought.

Then R went inside the room and heard him talking to one of the guys. I was standing near the door; I didn't want to sit beside weird naked kid so I just stood there and he (weird kid) just sat there catatonic again. After 5-10mins of waiting, R went out of the room and asked me if I wanted to drop (drop=take ecstasy) already. I asked the name of the pill they have available and he told me it was RED TWIN HEARTS. Hmmm…I need Chinese Viagra so I can "perform," I told myself. "Can I take the Chinese Viagra first before I drop?" I asked R and he smiled and gave me one then asked me to go inside the bed room. We left weird naked kid outside still catatonic and all.

Inside the room I saw two naked guys rolling pot (marijuana). Fuck! Speedball is their thing (Speedball = uppers and downers taken at the same time; can you imagine the feeling? It's like half of your body is a vegetable and the other half is hyper.) Even though pot is not my thing, I still lit up and smoked it. I was being polite and a good guest. After awhile I was relaxed and the Chinese Viagra started taking effect. The naked guys started taking off my clothes while R went outside to get something. It was funny because I didn't even know the names of the guys stripping me. R never introduced us but who cares right?

When R came back he was holding a bottle of baby oil and lube. When he saw the three of us making out he asked them to stop because I wasn't on E yet so he gave me the pill and I drank it down with extra joss. While we were all waiting for my pill to kick in, I was checking out the room. There's a fish tank, a bathroom, and a table and on the table I saw a bottle of water, poppers, inhaler, plate of weed and rollers, a lighter and condoms... WTF!! Condoms?! I thought. The door still half open and when I looked outside weird naked kid never left the fucking couching and yes, he was still catatonic..Is he still alive? hehehehe

I told R that it's going to take awhile for the pill to kick in so might as well get started…And I was feeling the pressure from them so the four of us went into action. R drenched our bodies with baby oil and we were all slippery and wet..The sensation was fucking incredible! After a while the pill started to kick in and tt was the best! Everything in the table was used, inhaler to prolong the high, weed for the speedball effect, Chinese Viagra, you know what that is for, poppers to make you fuck like superman and for you to take it like super girl, hehehe, and condoms. After doing our thing R noticed that weird naked kid already left. We all laughed and laid down for a while listening to loud house or was it trance music? I can never tell the difference. After 2-4 hours, I thanked R for the great time and told him that I needed to leave... Mom and Dad might be looking for me (feeling). I never knew the name of the other 2 guys but they were great too.

This happened early this year, I'm not so sure of the month. R and I texted for a while but I never came back to his apartment.

This Saturday afternoon I got a text from T (more about him on my next post). The message said: "EMERGENCY DO YOU KNOW R FROM MAKATI ____STREET?" I replied with "YUP WHY? WHAT HAPPENED? IS HE POZ TOO?" After a couple of seconds he called.

T: My friend OD at his place (OD=drug Overdose)
E: What? What happened? How did you find out?
T: My friend texted me saying that he is about to OD and to call up his mom
E: Call your friend!
T: He's not answering anymore..Do you know where R lives? I'm going there
E: Yup ___street it's near uhhhhh….(fuck! I'm bad with directions)…Its near hmmm..LRT buendia?
T: I know buendia
E: Why don't you call R and ask for direction?
T: I don't know R, I just know that my friend is there because he told me the name
E: I only been to his apartment once…(fuck I'm like a directory for drug sex parties)
T: Can you help me find his apartment so I can pick up my friend? I'll meet you in Buendia?
E: Ok sure no problem I'll just shower
T: Don't! we need to get there now.
E: uhh ok I'll be there in 45mins to 1 hr.
T: Ok bye.

I just changed into clean clothes and went out of the house. It's rare that I ride a taxi. Why? It's expensive (I'm a student on allowance-just like the Glorieta billboard in C5) but since this was an emergency I had to take a cab because I need to get there fast! I texted T asking him to call our other friend S and ask if he knows R's number. But S until now hasn't replied yet. Anyway, I got stuck in traffic and when I was near Buendia I got a text from T telling me that his friend finally answered the phone and told him that he was on a cab going to his place. Thank God his friend didn't die! I replied and told him that I'm sorry it took me a while to get to Buendia and that I'm going to head back home. Note to self: Don't take a cab even its traffic! You won't get there on time anyway and it's expensive!

On my way back home I was thinking about the 1st and the 2nd time I OD-ed. Like T's friend I thought I was going to die…I was asking for it..The high was too much for me to handle…It was like my internal organs wanted to burst out of my body…What could have happened to T's friend? Why did he OD-ed? Did he took E on an empty stomach? Or his body couldn't handle speedball?

When I got home I got a text from T again saying that he found his friend and that his friend is "pretty spaced and bad case of the demons but he will be ok" Thank God! The last person I know who OD-ed died. She died last year. We were not close but we just know each other and now she's gone. Funny, even though she died from OD last year that didn't stop me from still taking drugs. Since we we're not close I chose not to care and not attend the funeral.

At first, I thought why would R allow T's friend to leave the apartment in such a bad shape? But then again, I can not put the blame on R alone..T's friend should be responsible for his own actions..When you attend such parties, you don't expect everyone to nanny you. Besides, I'm sure R would only invite guys who are aware of what they are about to do and he did not force anyone to join. Anyway, I'm not here to judge who's fault it is since I personally don't know the real story-and I'm basing it all on assumptions so..there-I'll just shut up…

I'm not here to preach. For the nth time, there are some people who are recreational and responsible users and there are some who can't handle their drugs…These people are addicts. This is the second time I posted a story about the bad effects of drugs when it's not taken responsibly. We are all responsible for our body. What we do to ourselves is nobody's fault..It's not mama and papa's fault that you turned out to be a criminal…It's not your best friend who sucked you that turned you gay and it's not the drug pusher who lured you into taking drugs that turned you an addict. We all have brains..We always, always have the choice -- free will man! Oh well that's my point of view anyway. Not everyone will agree with me on this but I hope you see my point which is to be a responsible user. Do not push yourself to the limit..Make sure you're not running on an empty stomach, water intake is important..If you have heart problems then instead of taking 1 whole tablet, take half instead (give the other half to me-joke!-jokes are half meant-WWWHAAAAATT?!?!?!).

By the way, I attended an HIV group support recently and guess who I saw? Weird naked kid (with clothes on)